I will love you more than me
and more than yesterday
If you can but prove to me
you are the new day

Send the sun in time for dawn
Let the birds all hail the morning
Love of life will urge me say
you are the new day

When I lay me down at night
knowing we must pay
Thoughts occur that this night might
stay yesterday

Thoughts that we as humans small
could slow worlds and end it all
lie around me where they fall
before the new day

One more day when time is running out
for everyone
Like a breath I knew would come I reach for
the new day

Hope is my philosophy
Just needs days in which to be
Love of life means hope for me
borne on a new day

You are the new day

The evening hangs beneath the moon
A silver thread on darkened dune
With closing eyes and resting head
I know that sleep is coming soon

Upon my pillow, safe in bed
A thousand pictures fill my head
I cannot sleep my minds a flight
And yet my limbs seem made of lead

If there are noises in the night
A frighting shadow, flickering light
Then I surrender unto sleep

Where clouds of dreams give second sight

What dreams may come both dark and deep

Of flying wings and soaring leap

As I surrender unto sleep
As I surrender unto sleep

Farewell, Farewell,
Farewell, Farewell, (Farewell)
FarEwell happy fields where joy forever dwells.
Farewell, Farewell,
Farewell, Farewell, (Farewell)
As many farewells as be stars in heaven, in heaven (stars in heaven)
Farewell, Farewell,
Farewell, Farewell, (Farewell)
Farewell starry fields where night is forever day.
Farewell, Farewell,
Farewell, Farewell, to
Fields of flowers and skies bright with stars that must fade from our eyes,
Such stars fade away. (fade away)
Farewell, Farewell,
Farewell, Farewell, (Farewell)
Farewell, Farewell, (Farewell)
Farewell.

I wrote a poem that kinda took me a while to do. Some lines are hard to say, don't make alot of sense, and don't flow so it's not 100% finished. Let me know what you think.



Though at this time my journey's young
I've stumbled 'cross the desert strong
which weakens me and makes me fall
victim to this dreadful sorrow.

I would not known it to be mean
were it not for the forest green
that I had traversed just before
the land turned to an awful scorn.

To some it turns when money's short
or perhaps when divorce and court
encroaches on a family
and never 'gain a dad to see.

To others yet it may not come
except until a mother's son
becomes among the fallen ones
and departs with the sound of guns.

To me it came from a friend dear
who towards me had been so sincere
and made me feel great belonging
I 'for then ne'er felt like singing

But then came the great tide of change
those good feelings could not remain
when my friend so good, so dear
turned off that kindness and the cheer.


Then the forest turned to ocean
of vast dirt, sand, and emotion
overwhelming sadness has stood
and now a longing for the woods.

Which longing now I still have kept
For a friend for whom I have wept
The sadness and the mis'ry brought
has mostly been to me in thoughts

I know it is not my friend's fault
when oblivious to this assault
and perhaps I can live to be
free from all of this misery.

Someday I'm sure my friend will know
of all the things that brought sorrow
and know at least why I was sad
and perhaps then it won't be bad.

Until then though I mustn't dwell
on sorrow so I say 'Oh, Well'
the longing for my friend's still there
and now live with suppressed despair

The desert's strong and so it's true
that some may not at all get through
but on the horizon I see
a brand new set of luscious trees.

And sure it's true that I've not seen
not ten percent of this journey
I ponder now back in those woods
the happy place where I once stood.

And so I look at memories
and never forget those green trees
nor I forget the gentle breeze
that came from lack of great unease.

My friend so dear so kind so great
who I once considered my best mate
no matter what the current state proves
has changed my life and thats the truth.

Basic Survey that I found on Sheldon's Blog


Really ask yourself...


The Basics (with a twist)
Do you consider yourself to be a good person?:
Yes

Least favorite color?:
I dont have one... but i dont care for a darker shade of brown

Least favorite religion?:
Fascism or extreme nationalism, or anything that forcefully imposes its will on another.

One thing/person/place you could not live without?:
I would have a difficult time living without any social contact with anyone... though it's possible

How old do you feel?:
old enough

Worst Nightmare?:
Well scariest nightmare is anything dealing with alien abductions. My worst is dealing with losing people when im not ready to do so.

Greatest fantasy?:
to endure to the end

Are you happy?:
In general... though I have my times when I slip into a dark abyss

If you could only listen to one song for the rest of your life...:
nothing... id rather recall different songs in my head then listen to the same one over and over

Personal
Are you biased or prejudice in any way or form?:
Yes.

You can only have one person at your deathbed. Who?:
Depends on the circumstances of my death really. If i were gonna die right now then it would prolly be someone that I really need to talk too.

What is your definition of hate?:
Viewing someone as being utterly unworthy of living.

Of love?:
Genericly it's the ability to see another person's position in life, to 'put oneself into another's shoes'. Thus creating feelings of kindness and such. Romantically it's the burning desire to be with someone forever.

How many of your friends would you REALLY tell ANYTHING to?:
only a couple if even that.

Does your life define you? Or do you define your life?:
Pretty much i decide how i want to react to things but my life still shapes me... my experiences that i dont nessesarily control shape my life.

Are you a confident person?:
For the most part.

True or False
Humans are the most intelligent beings.:
most intelligent on this planet? yes. In existance in the universe? unproven.

Most people are materialistic.:
In general yes, but i think some people really couldn't care less about material possessions. I think that the largest group of the populace has a balance of the two.

Abortion should be the mother's choice.:
Almost never, but i could see cases where it is justifiable.

School is necessary.:
Yes it is.

Love is the strongest emotion.:
Indeed it would be.

You'd rather make others happy, than be yourself.:
Generally. Usually when I make other's happy it makes me happy. But, if i try to make someone happy and they don't respond in a way that makes me happy the situation changes.

We should not be in Iraq.:
Right now? it's difficult to say. I strongly beleive, however, that we should have gone in. I think we could have not had it drag out so long though.

Beauty is everything.:
Beauty is not a constant. Meaning, when I say someone is beautiful i could be refering to personallity or physique. In some cases yes it can be.

What you buy is based more on what you want than what you need.:
Sometimes. I usually buy things need first, then get what i want.

Opinions
Does everyone deserve a second chance?:
Only after a notable change that garentees a second chance will yeild different results. What a second chance is not for is repition.

Is home really where the heart is?:
For me it is. I will always look back to this area during the decade of the turn of the century throughout my life.

Evolution or creation?:
neither can be proven or disproven scientifically. I personally beleive in creation, however there is no proof that creation couldnt have involved something like evolution.

Republican or democrat?:
Libertarian mostly. But since libertarians are largely unorganized and have terrible leadership, i associate with the republicans.
 
At what age do you believe sex should be legal?:
The problem with age is that it doesnt reflect a maturity level, although in general those who are older are more mature. I dont really have an opinion on an exact age.

Alcohol?:
Refer to previous question.

Driving?:
Prolly 15

Joining in the army?:
17

Do you think the draft is a good thing?:
Yes. We would not have won WWII without it.

Do you think that children should be seen and not heard?:
No. Children are a huge part of our society and of human development. Let them be seen and heard.

Kiss and Tell
You will not date a guy/girl if (one thing only, please)...:
They are too apathetic.

Do you believe in polygamy?:
I rarely see a need for it.

Open relationships?: No. I don't think that such a thing can exist in a stable manner

Spin the bottle, or 7 minutes in heaven?:
7 minutes

Is sex education in schools a good thing?:
In general yes

Future
Are you positive of what you want to do for a living? If so, what?:
Yes. Computer Engineer/programmer

At what age do you want to die?:
I dont care. I could die now and be content

At what age to you think you will die?:
fairly decent age.

Do you want children? If so, why?:
Yes. Children, in a sense, carries on a part of you. If you die without having offspring nobody will remember
you.

Do you want to/did you go to collage?:
Yes i do. I plan to get a Ph.D eventually

Where do you want to live?:
Here, but because i think it wont happen then i would be happy with any mid sized city.

Do you think you will be successful in life?:
Largely... Yes. That remains to be seen